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[Jul. 13th, 2010|12:09 am] |
after a few minute speech by my dad
i really realize that im a big time failure
at the age of 20
im still fucking hell dependent on my parents
instead of start providing them with good life
i still need to get money from them
im still not able to pay for my bills
not able to even treat them to a decent meal
while some of my friends are slogging their guts out paying for their school fees, for their own expenses
here i am still dependent on them
asking them for extras allowance
WTF ARE YOU DOING CHONG WENNA
instead of making them feel proud i think i made them throw face instead
i think i should just fuck myself and die
all i think was myself did i ever think for my parents? !
i seriously need to buck up now
as the only daughter they cant depend on others, other than me
yet im still such a failure. a fucking big failure i think i should just die now (Y)
all i ever think are eat slp play spend money shopping
nth abouth them nth about my future
argh damn it i dun even have $1k in my bank fuck
where has all my money gone to ? clothes, entertainment and whats-not
omfg.
the basic thing i can ever do is to achieve good gpa
but with the rate im going
how the fuck am i gg to graduate with a good gpa
argh how to get a good job with great pay ?
argh my future seems so .... bleak. |
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[Jul. 1st, 2010|04:10 pm] |
Because I know that I’m always going to be happy being with you. |
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[Jul. 1st, 2010|03:58 pm] |
“I wanna be more than friends; but less than lovers, be together when we chill, but not stress each other.” |
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[Jul. 1st, 2010|03:47 pm] |
"When I look up from my pillow
I dream you are there with me
Though you are far away
I know you’ll always be near to me" — Sia | I Go To Sleep |
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[Jul. 1st, 2010|01:40 pm] |
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Nobody understands how much I miss you, miss how much we used to talk and miss all the thing we use to do. I try not to admit it to myself that I still feel this way. Nobody knows that I still wake up thinking of you and I really do miss you. I would give up everything I have to be everything we’re not. — (via eletheowl) |
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[Jun. 30th, 2010|11:22 pm] |
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To be happy, it first takes being comfortable being in your own shoes. The rest can work up from there. The hardest situation to stay happy, I think, is when you’re trying to find love, and yourself at the same time. It just doesn’t seem to fit well. So I believe that happiness is being able to wake up and just know that this is what you wanted, and not what somebody else wanted. — Sophia Bush
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[Jun. 30th, 2010|10:44 pm] |
I didn’t come here to tell you that I can’t live without you. I can live without you, I just don’t want to. — (via eletheowl) |
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[Jun. 30th, 2010|10:30 pm] |
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"Goodbye is the hardest thing to say to someone who means the world to you, especially when goodbye isn’t what you want.“ |
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